things are gonna change a whole lot around here

so I'm totally and absolutely becoming a new person.

The girl who was walking around feeling sad and miserable--goodbye

the girl who couldn't make a decision--goodbye

the girl who sat around and felt sorry for herself because she was wasn't living the life she's always dreamed of living--goodbye.

that girl is soooooo gone.

i am now the girl who is keeping a gratitude diary and giving thanks for at least 5 things everyday.

i am now the girl who is actively seeking ways to make the misery go away

i am now the girl who is whole in herself and needs no one but her own self to be the best i can be.

i am now the girl who stands up for herself and does not allow others to make any gain what so ever on anything that brings sadness to my life and tears to my eyes.

that's who i am. It may not be over night, but I'm gonna make it..

i am making this change now.

before this huge whole where my self worth and pride used to be completely takes over my sense of happiness.

I have to do this smoothly and quickly, because today, for the first time in my entire life, i actually seriously, for a split second, saw myself falling.

unwritten.